Good luck Penno. I started smoking in 1970, aged 12. I stopped smoking in August 2010, aged 52.
I smoked because I liked it. When I stopped liking it I stopped smoking.
I see many people talking about quitting smoking - they miss the point. If you smoke you are a smoker. If you dont smoke you are a non-smoker. There is no in-between. There is not the addiction that liberal health facists would have you believe - it is 99% willpower, 1% noctine addiction. The "withdrawal" is in your mind not you body.
There are many hypocrits out there who smoked for years, stop, then treat smokers like lepers.
I still like the smell of smoke. I hate the smell of stale ash (always did). I never criticise anyone who wants to smoke - its your choice - not the politicians. Smoke in any form is a dangerous pollutant, so it is fair that those who do not want to pollute their lungs should have the choice not too, and not be forced to breathe others smoke - but banning smoking in all bars was ridiculous - why not have "smoking" and "non-smoking" bars? Give people the choice to work in a smokey or smoke free environment, and give smokers a place to smoke.
I occasionally catch the whiff of cigar smoke - and want to smoke one. But I dont because I decided to stop smoking, and intend to remain a non-smoker.
So Penno, if you want to be a non-smoker, stay stopped. Ignore all the rubbish about nicotine addiction, and ask yourself why you smoked, and why you stopped. Focus on all the good things not smoking gives you and your family, and try to work out exactly why you thought you enjoyed smoking - you may find you did not get anything from smoking and have no reason to start smoking again. Alternatively take a £10 note each day for a week, and set fire to it. As the money burns, ask yourself why you spent £14 a day on smoking.
Lecture over. Good luck! :hurray: