no G, still here, a day later :incazzato: it's all starting to grate on me now. i'm getting lots of the underlying little symptoms of heading towards labour, but none of the bigger symptoms have shown up just yet. midwife appointment tomorrow so hopefully I'll get a better idea of what's going on when I see her. there's only so much cleaning, washing and ironing I can take. i'm snoozing for about 2 hours during the day as I'm waking up all through the night, so hopefully I'm well rested, but I'm also trying to stay active - how does that work? :lol: I've even started baking again. I made a batch of fairy cakes last night because I was so bored. going to see what toppings I can put on them today
and the saga with my sister continues. I ignored her last email 4 days ago where she said that she was only taking an interest in me by asking me how I am. she emailed again last night, asking AGAIN how I am. so I let rip this morning. I asked her why she was so bothered now considering she hadn't been bothered about me during the last 8 months. no doubt she'll report all of this to our Mother and I'll get a phone call later asking me what's wrong. what's wrong is that people keep crawling out of the woodwork, taking an interest in my life just because I'm having a baby. they haven't been interested until now, so I find the whole thing very hypocritical. An old uni friend of mine is getting married in 2 weeks time and not at any point has she discussed it with me or invited me to the wedding (despite me inviting her and her family to mine) but I've never asked her about it or enquired about how the preparations are going. if she wanted me involved, she would have spoken to me about it. and that's just the way I like it. no point being nice with people if you don't actually like them enough to want to be nice with them.
ggrrrrrr rant over
